Wannabe

I am an absolute wannabe when it comes to writing. Truthfully, until this novel, I never felt like anything I wrote was worthy of the public eye, so I never honestly cared who saw what I wrote. Now that I have a story that has potential, I am panicked and don't know what to do. I've read all about the process to attempt to get published, and it just makes both the want to be published but also the terror to even try so much worse.

I get so excited about my novel that I want to stay up until odd ends of the night just writing and making character charts and so on. I literally want to make those third grade character charts about all of my characters (even the more static characters) and the story maps, but then I think about where this novel will even go and how the likelihood of it ever reaching bookshelves is slim. I want it so bad but I don't have the money or energy to act on it now, or even any time soon.

So, if there are any publishers/agents out there looking for an action with some side romance that's currently in the "needs lots of edits" phase.... let me know, 'cause I am your girl! (And if there actually is anyone like that looking at this page, please feel free to email me!

That all being said, I am now going to go to bed.